Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Weakling day
Ugggh, I think my emotions are unconciously affected my energy level. My husband leaves tomorrow and as UN-emotional as I think I am, I think it's affecting me slowly. I did not get to work out last night due to visitors, and I planned to get up this morning and do some extra work, but I didn't. My husbands running around the house packing everything and taking away any sign that he lives here, and it's just distracting and depressing. But, I did 3x's the weight reps so I don't feel too bad, and I AM working out tonight. So, I know once he's gone, I can really concentrate on my workouts without distractions. I know thats bad to say, but I have to have something to focus on to make the time pass. I need to get my water up a little bit, but I feel like I spend all day going to the bathroom as it is, but I'll just have to push it. Oh well, see you tomorrow for the check in!
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I can only imagine what it is that you are going through right now, I will know all too well real soon when I have to go through it myself. You have come entirely too fast to start sliding now. I don't care what it takes you fight through the blood, sweat, and tears and don't you dare give up. Emotions are going to play a big part in this but like before use the emotions to push you even further and let it make you mad! When I was doing so good and feeling great going to the gym religiously for 6 days a week, do you know why I stopped that??? I missed 1 freaking day, 1 day and I never went back. I messed my schedule/routine up and wasn't determined enough like you to get it back. For the sake of other readers... GET OFF YOUR @$$ AND GET BACK TO WORK! MOVE IT! LETS GO! GO GO GO! PUSH THROUGH THE PAIN, GET MAD! DO IT!
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